As usual weekly routine, I attended the Novena service with a deaf community in the famous church the day before. Unexpected, I found myself praying to Virgin Mary and Saint Joseph. This time, my prayer was intense which I suspected my temperature of spirituality was rising sharply. I wished that this temperature would keep rising forever as if there was not limit restriction. Anyway, I had a good time with the deaf community in the food court nearby. I enjoyed that time to the large extend as we shared the stories and jokes. It had been a while since my last enjoyable laugh. In the soft evening, we got separated before I headed towards my parish church for youth ministry group's weekly activity. I put myself in the state of meditation in the adoration room as soon as I reached there. Suddenly, my mind pictured a bright yellow light in my mind's eyes. This phenomenon had been going on for long time. Maybe a few months. But this time, I noticed it for first time. Strangely, I felt something I could not describe. After half an hour, I made a move to another room where I met youth ministry group. After prayer session, my church friends told me that I needed to be patient and waited for God to heal me. I did not feel anxious nor saddened. Rather, I was feeling calmness in my heart but overjoyed because I sensed that it was Jesus who told me to be patient. Even now, my heart is dancing with joy as I think about it. Hallelujah!
"He who praises, prays twice." - St Augustine
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