Early in the morning, just after after midnight, I opened the Bible book and prayed for the guide of the Holy Spirit. Here it said:
"And people brought to him a deaf man who had a speech impediment and begged him to lay his hands on him. He took him off by himself away from the crowd. He put his finger into the man's ears and, spitting, touched his tongue; then he looked up to heaven and groaned, and said to him, "Ephphatha!" (that is, "Be opened!") And [immediately] the man's ears were opened, his speech impediment was removed, and he spoke plainly." ~ Mark 7: 32 - 35
That's the healing of the deaf man. It always inspires my hope for hearing. I had been deaf since I was born. My world is completely different from the others. However, there's inner voice in my ears. It always talks to me all the time. I could not make out of it. Is it God speaking to me, I wonder? Anyway, I'll wait for Him to heal me. From now onwards, I'll keep myself holy and pure. No more sinning for me. I hope that God will give me a chance and change me into a new person.
Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me. Forgive me as in your Name, I forgive all the others who have sinned against me. Amen.
Anyway, i wrote down the Ten Commandments as a reminder. I hope that it will help you, the readers as it said: "..bestowing mercy down to the thousandth generation, on the children of those who love me and keep my commandments." ~ Exodus 20: 6
The Ten Commandments
1. I am the Lord thy God. Thou shalt have no other gods before me.
2. Thou shalt not make wrongful use of the name of thy God.
3. Remember the Sabbath and keep it holy.
4. Honor thy father and mother.
5. Thou shalt not murder.
6. Thou shalt not commit adultery.
7. Thou shalt not steal.
8. Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbor.
9. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's house.
10. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's wife.
