The storm is lifting.

I was having the busy life. That means I had to get my mother to fetch me to school although we are still not on good term. I admit that I played too much as the games on the Internet are very addictive. I can't help but get myself updated and played them. Perhaps I should stop and spend more time on the gym. I have not been very productive recently. I even missed the school on few days. I guess those games make me lazy. Mm.. I will try to eliminate the games from my schedule so that I can have more time on arts and the church. Moreover, I'm returning to my former part time job. I guess it would not hurt to work while juggling the school and gym. I hope my plan for renting the room near the school, would improve my performance and spirituality. I have to do it because my family are against me and I have to stand on my own feet. I do not care whether my parents would object to my plans because we do not share the same thought. It is not really easy to communicate with them as we have language barrier. I wonder if it is God's plans. Perhaps I will ask Him this weekend. Now, the stress of the works seems to be lifting. That means I can hit the gym with the full force! I'm having the study trip to Kukup next week. Hopefully, it will turn out good as I can have new explorations over there.

Should I relax?

A classmate had lost her mind and made a scene in the school. I heard that she has some serious problems which I do not know. Perhaps she was under the heavy pressure. But there is nothing I can help but to pray for her. I'm worrying about another friend who seems to be troubled by some problems over a long period of time. From those situations, my instinct is telling me that I should relax as I do feel the intense pressure of the school and life this time. But I have been training for the competitions. And I would be fine as the Lord is with me all the time.