Wild Thoughts

Although I am tired and my eyes are heavy enough for bedtime, I cannot pamper myself to sleep due to the wild thoughts rushing through my mind. The girl is still there haunting me. Rambo, the new arcade game is also rushing through my brain. I think I have found new way to make me sleep better - That is jogging. It really works to make me sleep well at night. But I cannot rely on it everyday because of muscle sores. I need rest to grow my muscles. I was carefree in the past. But now, I have transformed into the self worrying type. How troublesome it is. I hope that the next month adventures will clear my thoughts and mind.

Time to be serious

Finally, the images in my head are getting less active and no longer disturbing. Why the fuss over one girl whereas there are so many girls who may be compatible and even better out there? I must grasp the memory of my dream girl. I can see my biceps are getting bigger. I'm confident that I'm going to be macho soon. Mm.. My spirituality is getting better too. However, I must be aware of the temptations and pits out there.

Feeling vexed

I do not believe that I'm in love with my good friend because she is not my cup of tea and also not compatible for me. But I'm still feeling vexed and stressed no matter what. I think I better go out and work out harder to exhaust myself so that I can sleep better. Not forgetting, I must devote myself to the religion, arts and sports. I must remind myself not to involve in the romance till oversea. My God, please comfort me. Amen.

Holidays

Finally, the stress has disappeared in my path. The long break is opening up to me now. I guess that the stress has clouded my judgements and myself that I became hungry for the love. So I hope that I would regain the good friend back soon. It must be great because I can work out as much as I desire now.