Sunday, 20 May 2007

My father seems to be somehow stranger to me

Strange or crazy? That's what i thought of my father for what kind of person he is. Perhaps our different levels of education widen the gap between us. His English is so poor as he did not learn English in his school. But i don't understand. He told me that he finished at O levels. Yet how come he never learned English? Even my godfather who has the same age as my father, can talk English well. Yesterday, i was having dinner with my father at the coffee shop nearby. When he was asking me what i wanted to drink, i told him, "Root beer". It is the soft drink, something everyone knows, right? You know what happened? He ordered the coffee! I could not believe that he was that dumbhead! How can i have the coffee at night which is naturally supposed to be for sleeping? Instead, i did not want any drink. He spoiled my appetite. So i went back after the dinner while he was waiting for the take away which was for my mother.



I am really feeling like the stranger whenever i meet him. Often , he is quiet at home but whenever there are visitors or we are at our relatives' houses, he was quite talk active and sometimes scolded me for not greeting him. He was really strange one. Moreover, he does not know my likes and my favourites. He even does not know my birthday. That is why i have been wanting to move out to live on my own. I know that he has been working hard to feed me and put me in school in the past. But i want to move out because i don't want to worsen our relationships due to our different thinkings. For my mother, i don't want to quarrel with her as she is quite stubborn over minor things. So it's best for me to stay away from them. But i will drop by sometimes like Chinese New Year and their birthdays.



That's all for today. I'm very tired now. =)



Cheers!~