Approaching Easter Day

Easter Day's approaching the next day. In fact, I am very happy because it is the special day for me. I desire to deny myself, take up the cross and follow Lord Jesus eternally with all my heart. As God is good all the time, I want to seek Him all my heart, mind and strength although I am not baptised yet.

I'm happy to have had attended the healing rally at the church of Risen Christ some weeks ago. Because of it, my temperature of spirituality is climbing to the highest point even now. Temperature of spirituality means the intensity of prayer. Although I was not instantly healed at that time, I saw how much faith I had in the Lord and did not have slight disappointment in my heart. Instead, my heart was dancing with joy. Praise the Lord for changing my life and putting me on the right path. Amen.

During the adoration on Maudry Thursday, I met my godfather in the church. It was pleasant joy to see him after a long time of uncontact with him although our conversation was short. It reminded me of how Jesus met his mother on the way of calvary. No word was spoken during their "conversation". It led my memory to the picutre of meeting my deceased grandmother laying on the bed in the hospital last year. Before I even stepped into the room, I broke down trying to control the steam of tears on my face like the crybaby. As there was barrier of language between us, I could only stare at her and not able to utter any word. Even now, the memory of the tears in her eyes is still fresh, aching my heart. After the funeral wake, I was determined to be good son, brother, father and husband, raising my future Christ-centred family.

Often, I am wishing to have someone (especially the girl but you can't blame me for that.) with me most of time. So that we can achieve the even closer and better relationship with God. "Avoid the passions of youth, and strive for righteousness, faith, love, and peace, together with those who with a pure heart call out to the Lord for help." (2 Tim 2:22) "Charm is deceptive and beauty disappears, but a woman who honors the Lord should be praised." (Proverbs 31:30)