Mental illness

I have been living with my family since the young age. There is my aunt sharing the same house with us. Yes, she's been unemployed for ages. We tried to get her the job so that she will not be a burden to us. But she did not want to work. Instead, she depended on my father. It is noted that she has the mental illness. She got this illness when my grandfather locked her up after she tried to get into the boy-girl relationship at young age. That is what I heard from my mother. She has three siblings including my father if i'm correct. Although my father has the kind heart to take in (His other siblings refused to take her in as she is lazy.), he should spare a thought for me. Would I be in the danger when I am alone with my aunt and her illness acts up? Although she did not harm me till today, there are times she scared me out of my life. Yesterday, she behaved strange. When I met her after I came out of my room, she looked weird. That was when I became frightened and returned to my room immediately. After I locked the door, she kept banging the door. That was not one time but three times. I did not know why she wanted to come to my room. It happened in the past too.

I am really very disappointed when we have no choice because I want to do well in the studies. There is no way that I can study better in my room (In the past, I was living in the master bedroom with my mother.) Yes, people did laughing at me for sharing the bedroom with my mother. I wish I could explain it to my teachers. But I don't trust them at all. Please pardon me for pouring out my anger in this writing post.