Work in progress

Familiar with this gesture? Don't tell me that you are thinking of 

Gangnam Style! This is known as "work" sign in the common sign language

Being a typical adult, I found myself in the working world. Craving for adventure, I took up the job at some logistic company and experienced what it was like. Over the time period, I had a twirling mixture of emotions. Although I never like the job in the beginning, I had to stay for some reasons, and strangely developed the sentimental feeling over it. I kept myself taciturn and very focused in work as I offered up all my deeds to God in prayer. Perhaps it was best period that God blessed me so as to develop my humility, perseverance, scrupulousness, and temperance. I still remembered the quote of Saint Teresa of Avila: "The saints rejoiced at injuries and persecutions, because in forgiving them, they had something to present to God when they prayed to Him." Little wonder I felt as if I was drunk from overindulgence in happiness most of time. Recently, God gave me a miracle to turn my table around that I did not see any essentialness to stay in my job. Because of that miracle, I really felt so relieved as if my long time burden had been lifted from my shoulders. Most Holy Trinity has never failed my faith! Benedicamus Domino. Deo Gratias! Alleluia! So I resigned and am now waiting for the interview at new job. But I never feel any fear because I know God is with me. Right now, I should worry whether I am on the side of God or not. But I will still praise and love Him no matter what. I also thank Blessed Mummy and all my patrons for their intercessions. Gloria Patri, Gloria Fili, Gloria Spiritus Sancti! Amen.

At this point, I learnt that holiness could be attained in work achievements. Both holiness and love are inseparable. Because of love, Abba Father sent His only Beloved Son to redeem us, and teach us how to be holy and perfect like Him. In the past, everything was filled with misery, sorrow and fear. But now, the Lion of Judah has conquered all! Alleluia! Indeed, perfect love drives out all the fears. No wonder Lord Jesus, Blessed Mummy and all the Saints were so valorous in proclamation of the Kingdom of God.

I am content with what I have now. Even now, I am still having difficulties and trials. But nothing disturbs me because I am holding the Hands of Lord Jesus and Blessed Mummy everyday with  my watchful guardians.

Pater, in manus tuas commendo spiritum meum. Deo Gratias!