I am finding myself enjoying the dream of the holidays. I guess that the school had torn myself apart. Fortunately, I survived and recuperated in the midst of the healing power of the dream. Yes, my relationship with that girl I was talking about, is improving but sadly there is invisible line drawn between us. I'm afraid that our cheeky and funny conversation will be gone forever. That is unless she chooses to start all over again. But I do not have to worry because we will meet new people in our social circles respectively. Yes, I'm letting her go and giving her my blessing in whatever she does in her own way. Because I'm feeling better whenever I meet new people and so on. There are many things I have to learn for my future. So the relationships except with God are no longer important. I'm sure He will send me the one who is worth of my love. I guess some are lucky to meet the important persons in their lives.
I just received the school result from the letterbox a few days ago. The results are still the same although I had taken so many electives. But at least I have equipped the knowledge and experience which might be important in the future. So I will have to work hard because I'm going to have the final year from July onwards. I'm afraid that also means I have to walk out of my school gang which was formed unconsciously because I want to spend my time wisely.
For other activities, I hope that I can achieve at least some of my plans such as the oil paintings, cooking and so on. Yes, I think it will be better. Of course, I will expect any failure on the way. Wish me good luck and strength. Cheers!~
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