Whoosshh! Finally, I have the chance to write down the blog. I'm not feeling excited about the study trip to Kukup in Malaysia at all. But at least I can draw and paint some pictures over there! Hoepfully, I will be very productive and hardworking. *laugh* But what is annoying me is the people's attitude towards me. Usually, they were so friendly to me. But now, they act as if they have something against me. I guess now, their true colours are revealed. Well, I can forgive them but I will not talk to them again. Let's say I want to have neutral relationship after the hostile one. I know it's very negative and different from Lord Jesus' commandment, "Love your enemy as thy neighbour." But there is nothing I can do since I'm unable to speak and very prone to misunderstandings. Maybe I should ignore them whenever I meet them as if I do not know them.
What I'm worried is my relationship with God. Not the homeworks. I have not even prayed for long time. Hopefully, I can slow down and mediate to regain my praying strength in Kukup. Next week, I'll be renting the room near the school. Hopefully, it will work out well for me. Yes, i'm still continuing to work the part time job.
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