It seems to be true. Yet I can't really picture it as the fact. I become the Lazy Bull? Perhaps the age is catching up with me, I think so. Well.. I used to be so energetic before. But now, I grow weary easily. Perhaps I haven't got enough nutritions in my body. (>_<") I hope that it will change later on. But I really run out of the patience for the air conditioner. They said that the new air conditioners will be delivered to my home by this month. But how long? I can't really wait as I'm very exhausted already and I need some quiet moments to sleep. I dislike the foul scent from my family. I understand that they are simple minded and their activities are almost out dated. But their poor hygiene is totally unacceptable. No wonder I fell sick often in the past. Though my aunt suffers the mental illness, I really think that she should not be in our family for she is the burden to us and she does not practise the good hygiene. No matter how many times I had taught my family, my advices often fell on deaf ears. They still have the bad habits. No wonder there are a lot of dust, dirt and unpleasant materials at home. They don't treasure what they have.
For my aunt, i don't mean to describe her as the burden for her illness. But she currently has the two other siblings besides my father. I don't really understand why neither of them will take her in. Their children are already the adults now whereas I'm still young. Also, they hold the stable jobs whereas my parents are the only breadwinners in my family. Not fair to me. But it does not matter anymore as God is with me. I hope that I will be able to endure until the storm is over. Lord, please watch over my aunt and heal her. So that she'll not be a burden to us and will start working to reduce the financial pressure. And give me the strength to carry on with my life. In Jesus' Name. Amen.
Oh ya. It seems that my blog is getting more boring and dull. After observation, I think that I should add some photos and pictures to improve it. Look out for them, guys.
Take care! Cheers!
3 comments:
May lord watches over you . Sometimes it's not about whether your words falls to deaf ear , it's just that it happen to be a bad habit which you say so , that's why , give them some times to change , if not you can change it yourself , they will notice and will do the same , what you need is just a small step . And i dont know your family too well , but to me , caring for people is a kind deed , and isnt it better to have someone to care for you in the house , God know what he does , and he wont be unfair to you , i can assure you that !
Thanks for your concern. I really knew the answer long time ago. I'm just trashing the rubbish in my head out here. LoL.. Anyway, I really appreciate your care.
And of course , that is the use of blog huhs . see you around [:
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