Invisible mistake

Although I had learned this important lesson long time ago, I often forgot about it whenever I enjoyed the leisure activity and the entertainments. It's none other than the laziness. I did not realize that I wasted a lot of time on the entertainments until the pressure of the works attacked me earlier. Even though my feeling was about to lose the temper, fortunately, I was able to control it with the help of the Holy Spirit and refrained myself from starting a quarrel with the others. Thank you, Holy Spirit. Amen.

I need to be patient and calm for the Lord's sake. Didn't I used to be coolheaded like the calm water when I enrolled into my school for the first time, did I? Dear God, please renew me with Thy Holy Spirit and keep me on the right track. Don't let me fall into darkness. Please do the same to my friends and beloved ones. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

I must be a hardworking type again for the goodness' sake. I'll probably sacrifice my sleeping time for the works today.

All right. Time to work now.

Cheers!~

A new schedule

Yesterday, a new air condition was set up in my room. Welcome, comfortable coolness. Goodbye, unpleasant heat. I thanked God for that air conditioner He gave me. I need it for an inspiration. Perhaps an extremely strong one. I hope that it will assist me in future whenever there are a lot of works. As well, I'm going to be independent. I mean I'm going to take the public transportation from tomorrow onwards. No longer depend on my mum's cab as I can see that she needs to work harder to ensure the stable income. When I get a fat salary next year, perhaps I'll be riding on a motorbike.

From now onwards, I'll not waste time on the entertainments and childish activities because there's not much time left. Yes, I'll work harder since I finally got peace at home. Perhaps I should not hang out with my classmates too much. Of course, I'll not sever ties with them as I treasure friendship. But since we are not very close and they choose not to spend time with me, I'll leave them alone and be on my own. Pals, don't worry about me. Just do whatever you want. I'm fine with myself.

For the coming holidays, I have no plan. But I think I'll be working by then. Or perhaps, I'll be mostly at the church for I'm faithful to God. All right. Time to do the works now.

Cheers!~

A Sports' Day

In the morning, my mum took me to Sentosa all the way. I was neither excited nor nervous. Just perfectly calm as the cool water. I wore the class shirt and was looking forward to see my whole class over there. But instead of my class, I met a church friend at the tram station. I still did not find my class even when I reached the destination. I received a message from my classmate that they had arrived. But still no sight of them. So I settled down with that friend and watched the scene quietly. I was being amused and envy when I watched the other people enjoyed with each other. After a while, I finally saw my class over there. They just arrived. No wonder I could not find them earlier. Sooner, I made a move and followed them. But instead, I found my class boring and dull as they just watched the stage and did nothing much. No game activity from them. So I decided to abandon them and joined my friend again as he was taking a stroll. At the moment, I saw two classmates from China enjoyed themselves with their friends or perhaps relatives and gladness and amusement were dancing in my heart. Later, I joined some of my class again and settled down with them as I felt very bored and weary. Moreover, I was down with cold and slight fever. At the moment, I saw my China classmates again. They were going to play the playground on the sea. I wished to join them but unfortunately, I was not feeling well. Nothing much happened except some activities were going on. I was just watching the scene as the time flew. At the noon, I changed and decided to join in as my two China classmates were having fun. I was swimming in the sea and happened to taste the seawater. It was so salty. But I did not bother about it and went on playing with them. As it was almost close to one o'clock, I went to the toilet to have a shower and change. Afterwards, I made the swift move towards the tram station as my mum was waiting over there for me. By then, I realized that I had a terrible headache that I felt dizzy. So I walked quickly. As fast as the lightning.

At the moment I reached home, the pain in my head was very horrible and unpleasant. I settled down on the bed as soon as I finished showering. What a day I have!

As I was typing the blog, I could feel the excitement in my heart as I'm going to have a new air conditioner installed in my room the next day. I could not wait as I believed that it would improve my inspiration. Great way for the schoolworks. Perhaps it could also shorten the time of achievement for the fat monthly salary. *grin*

Dear God,
Thank you for the everything You have done for me. Please continue to be with me all the time and bless my family as well. So that they will not suffer anymore and will be able to see the truth in Christ. In Jesus' Name. Amen. Alleluia forever and ever. Amen.

Healing power as my inspiration

Yesterday, I did not attend the churches except the Church of Our Lady of Perpetual Succour because I had a bad cold on that time. In the morning, I almost overslept. Fortunately, my mum happened to have a stomachache and came home to find me sleeping instead of being prepared for the school. As soon as she woke me up, I showered and changed in high speed like the flash of the lighting.

In the moment of the noon, I found something wet in my nose. By then, I was having the running nose. At the same time, the feeling was uncomfortable and bitter in my throat. That was when I decided not to go to the churches as I did not want to spread the illness around.

After school, I went shopping in Paya Lebar and bought four products over there. Afterwards, I went to the magazine store to check my favourite magazine out but I could not find it. I guessed that it would be only available in Cheers stores. Afterwards, I pushed myself to the bus stop nearby and waited for the bus. As soon as I boarded the bus, I did not realize that my acquaintance was on the same bus. When I was standing and waiting for my destination, I felt that someone was looking at me. So I shifted my eyes onto the direction where my "feeling" pointed to. I received a pleasant surprise when I saw my acquaintance as well as the church classmate. I just greeted her as usual but I did not have a chat with her because I was having cold and sore throat so I did not want to spread it to her.

When I arrived at the church, the mass was almost ending and I could feel that the strength was revoking in my body. I just went straight towards the Charismatic room. It went on as usual. After the process ended, I asked some people to pray over me for the healing of my ears. Although I did not get the hearing instantly, I firmly believed that I would be healed one day.

Dear God,
I'm asking for healing over my ears for You are the Creator of all creations. I believe You can open my ears for the Lord Jesus Christ had healed so many people when He was on the Earth. Heal me and strengthen me in faith. Open my eyes to see the truth. Open my ears to hear God's words. Open my mouth to proclaim God's grace and glory. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

Last day of diet activity

Finally, it comes to the end of the diet activity. Yes, I was lately slimming down to lose some weight. To remove the fats from my belly and in order to achieve the six or eight packs abs. Though I haven't got those packs yet, I'm sure that I will possess them eventually.

Although I did it to remove the fats from my belly, I would say that it was a terrible activity because I could feel my bones instead of my flesh. Last time, I looked bigger and more fit. Now, I almost look like a living skeleton. Moreover, I have lost my mighty strength and muscles have become smaller. Really not happy with it. But at least, I have removed the fats from my belly to reveal my abs.

From tomorrow onwards, I'm going to have four or more meals instead of two. ( ^ _ ^ ) b
I want to grow bigger and fitter like those bodybuilders. For rugby purposes. Perhaps wrestling in three or four years' time? Of course, I'm still doing the Catholic activities.

Oh ya. Next week, a new air conditioner will be set up in my room. Yes, I have confidence that my independent becomes stronger. I don't have to depend on my parents from then onwards. Perhaps, I'm going to take the bus and train as the transport instead of my mother's cab.

Heavenly Love

Two days ago, I attended the four churches to attend the Communion masses. I had a very special feeling towards it because Holy Spirit had helped me. He gave me strength so that I could witness all those masses for I had only a few hours of sleep beforehand. I tried very hard to put myself to do the works but I ended up playing too much. As the result, I did the works at the last minute. But it did not matter as I had God as my pillar of strength. Alleluia! Not only that but I also prayed witth all my strength and my heart. Before, I prayed for a while and then left. But this time, I poured all my heart onto my prayer. I was asking for the healing on my ears. Although the Lord did not open my ears this time, I was so sure that He would definitely heal me one day for He had healed so many people on the Earth in the past. At the same time, I asked the Holy Spirit to fill me with His fire of love so that I could witness the masses every day. I remembered that I asked Him for that in the past. As the result, I visited the church near my home everyday from late November to early May. Also, I attended the Charismatic masses weekly without failure. God is really good to me even though I sometimes fail Him. Now, I love Him more than before.

Lord Jesus, please open my ears and my mouth to heal me. Yes, I believe You can heal me. I trust in You. Amen.

A new inspiration

Finally, I got a new inspiration after reading some advices from my lecturer. Yes, I have become stronger in Catholic faith. I'll do all my might to clear the darkness in my heart. Lord, please watch over me as I'm growing my "mustard seed". Holy Mother, pray for me. My brothers and sisters, pray for me too.

Moreover, it was Hari Raya, a special day for Muslims two days ago. But I was celebrating Uncle's birthday by then. It was fun hanging out with them because I felt comfortable with love among them. After being told that my friend would be departing for Japan today for work, I was made to think about myself. Would I do the same in the future? Although I made a decision for that, I'm still uncertain as I found that my family did not have enough cash for my further studies. Moreover, I'm unable to find any customers for the commission. But after seeing two other friends off as they were going to fly on that day, I changed my mind and made a firm decision on my future plan. Yes, I have confidence that I'll not be in Singapore right after the graduation from my school in three years' time. Yes, I'll ensure that I see more than twenty thousands dollars being cashed into my bank account monthly in one year's time. By then, I will have financial freedom and be able to help the others in need.

Lord, thank you for giving me another chance and inspiring me. Alleluia! Forever and ever! Amen.